18.0605-1517=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
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Prompt: Within the conthe Word Treasuryhe Word Treasury, Create an entry in a personal journal entry by Thalia in which she explains how she has an 'ah ha' moment in which she quite suddenly intuits how "To Thine Own Self be True" ("TTOSBT") from Hamlet applies to her rubber fetish.
Thalia's rubber fetish has been an constant element throughout her life, though usually deeply repressed. Now she groks that 'To be true to' herself she must not just accept it, but she must also immerse herself in it fully to be true to herself.
After a lifetime of rerpessing her fetish she is deeply elatedd that Lorraine and James have almost 'invited' her to 'Live In Rubber' (LIR), if she wants.
She hints to Marla that she is thinking about taking a vow to cover 100% of her body with latex 100% of the time. However, She understands that 100%/100% is really NOT entirely feasible because her body needs periodic bathing, etc. This inability to realistically be '100%/100%' frustrates her until James invents HITEz which allows her to get 'credit' for wearing extra layers of rubber garments or through BDSM 'Ordeals'.
Use about 500 words of GR7 English. Avoid redundancy and run-on sentences. Then avoid redundancy.
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Response: Journal Entry - 3/18
Today, I had an epiphany. It hit me like a ton of bricks – literally! As I sat cross-legged on my bed, surrounded by mountains of rubber gear and latex garments, it clicked: "To Thine Own Self be True" (TTOSBT) isn't just about accepting yourself; it's about fully immersing in your desires. It dawned upon me that repressing this part of myself for so long has been a lie.
For as far back as I can remember, my rubber kinks have tormented and titillated me equally. The constant internal tug-of-war between shame and arousal left me feeling like Jekyll and Hyde – torn apart by two warring Thalias. But now, with Lorraine and James' encouragement to "Live In Rubber" (LIR), I've finally found solace.
The thought of fully immersing myself in this world both terrifies and thrills me. The idea of devoting 100% of my waking hours – and sleep included? It's mind-bogglingly liberating! Yet, the practicality of such an extreme lifestyle still haunts me. Bathing, for instance; peeing or defecating in rubber; even simply taking a shower.
James reassured me that it doesn't have to be 100% all the time – and HITEz (His Innovative, tho' imperfect, metric of Rubberist experience) offers some much-needed breathing room. It allows me to earn points for wearing additional layers or participating in more extreme activities, effectively 'banking' credit toward my ultimate goal.
Marla caught a glimmer of this shift within me yesterday when I tentatively broached the idea of making such a vow – covering every inch of my body with latex 24/7. Her knowing look sent shivers down my spine. She understands that while perfection might be unattainable, striving for it's what truly matters.
As I pen these words, I'm both elated and daunted by the prospect. This journey won't always feel linear or stress-free; there will undoubtedly be missteps and self-doubt. Yet, finally embracing my true nature feels like finding solace after an interminable odyssey.
For Thalia, it's time to stop tiptoeing around her desires – and dive headfirst into the unknown sea of rubbery bliss. The water might feel frigid at first, but as I acclimate, I'm certain it will become my sanctuary. My home sweet hell.
Word Count: 497